I’m sorry…
As i lay dying in this place,
watching the grains of the sand
passing for me…………….
wish i could stop them awhile.
Tears filled this weeping eyes,
but they don’t ache me anymore.
Now its just a game rolling down,
Its just a matter of my time.
I could hear you cry beside me
why ain’t i laying a hand on you.
wish you could really hear this mind of me,
roll down,i’m crying closed eyes.
I waited for your hands to wipe away,
you never reached me though.
i waited for the lights to cure me,
No one came to save me though.
Dreams to make you the queen of angels,
dreams for us to live by together,
dreams for me to climb high forever,
dream for these dreams coming true.
I always felt i could make it,
with you beside i felt i can scream to stars,
before i really closed my eyes.
I’m leaving with things unfinished,
wish i could fight back,
wish i could see you one last time,
Understand me i’m helpless……..
wish i could tell you…………
I’m sorry!


Merin Loukrakpam ( written in memory of a friend,KITO,who
demised on October 2005 due to leukemia.May his soul rest in peace)




i can’t explain how deep this writting got to me
melissa
June 8, 2008
thanx so much for your appreciation!
merinux
September 15, 2008